i am loving the hols to the core! XD

arghhhhhhhh!!! i am so glad i am right now in Singapore. enjoying to the max of course! [=

so far, i've met my family. of course. then there's my cousin who is studying in the us. priscilla darl~ nice to see her again. after suchhhhh a loooooooooooong time. next my cg neighbours. miss them so much. as for my secondary schl frens not yet. plus xiaohui. i will see them soon tho! definitely.

what have i been doing (if you must know)?
FIRST DAY
1. my parents and brother fetched me with our new car from t3. so touched~
2. played monopoly with my sis erica.
3. met my couz pris n we both went down to met wq n ter n shihan. panu n rayland were there too. it was not expected that we will also be seeing matthew. tittaya as well. the gathering really makes me reminisce the past when we used to hang out together always.
4. ate at Crystal Jade!
5. catch the movie Transformers 2 with eric, naldo, lyn, erica and pris. it was lame as i expected.
6. went to Casuarina for prata with wq, sh, matt, ter, pris. MILO DINASOUR! *woots*
SECOND DAY
1. swam with erica. we got sun burnt! erica's skin went from brown to black. i dunno whether to laugh or not.
2. ate morton's for dinner with family. eric ate a $130+ lobster steak! he couldn't finish it later.
3. we took over 200+ pictures. unbelievable i tell you.
4. hang out with the cgers and pris around swmg pool n playground when the security chased us away. then later we were talking about ghost stories. i was so freaked out i almost cried. but even after listening to all those stories that were pretty real, i still am not sure whether such thing exist or not. hmm?
THIRD DAY
woke up around 11am...
ate at redezvous hotel nasi padang for lunch.
then went to East Coast Park with family and pris. we ate the mcdonalds fries there before cycling. mum and i actually wanted to ride on the twin bike. but she was so scared of me controlling it that we decided to get separate ones instead. i can't believe she's that scared. haha! we biked for about 2 hours but it was sooooo long. my *** hurt so much!!! and this large red ant stung me and right now today my feet swells. so unlucky right. supposed to be a happy day. all eric, naldo and pris' fault. they disappeared and we stopped to look for them at that time and the ant crawled up my feet. i hate red ants!!! they are so retarded...
back to that day, after cycling, we went bowling and then ate at Clarke Quay 'Peng You' jap resto. it was an ok ok place. but i love the hype there. casual and cool.
ps. my sister didnt come with us the whole day. stayed home and watched korean drama. i actually wanted her to come. she missed out man.
FORTH DAY
intended to go church CHC at 1230 but my sis and bro were soooo slow getting ready. so we didn't go. instead dad and mum circled around 'singapore' and i think we sat in the car for about an hour or more. felt really sad not to go church. really felt sthg bad is about to happen. however, at first it's quite enjoyable. we went instead to Suntec to eat dimsum and shop. bought accessories and clothes! my sis lyn as well. i really miss the time we go shopping tgt!!! [= it was such a happy day until...
got back home took out my sandals and realised that my feet was hurting so badly. and i know tht it's not tt normal throbbing swelling kind of temporary pain. i looked closer and noticed that my feet was swelling around the ant's bite area. i freaked out. told my mum and she made it even worse. she warned me saying that if i dun go to the doctor to remove the poison, i may develop fever and stuff. the way she say it was like, 'if you don't let the doctor CUT it out now, you will die.' i am really scared to shit last night when i heard her say that. my feet throbbed even more as the time passed by. i told mum to drive me to the clinic. but my dad was still parking the car on basement. he took soooooooo long. suddenly there's a cry from the study room. it was erica my youngest sis. we found that she had accidentally jammed her hand on the door. so that's why she cried so loudly. she also lost her school textbook so she cried even more. my mum was also busy calling my dad to quickly give her the key. the atmosphere was so chaotic last night. and i seriously think it got to do with us not going to church that day. my feeling has warned me that afternoon when we were circling round and round in the car. to make matters worse, dad later came up and told us that my bro eric accidentally scratched one of the neighbours' cars. so my dad had to park our car somewhere else to avoid any problems. so that's why we waited even longer. it was such a long and painful wait.
at the clinic, i was put on a mask by the nurse cause i have only been in Singapore for 3 days. i feel like suck a freak seriously. when i walked in, everyone either shunned away or give me suspicious glance. but the nurses and doctor were very nice. well, they have to. if not i will seriously hate the hospital as well. my mood that night was really unstable.
TODAY
woke up early to send lyn and erica to school. they are soooo lucky! last time, i dun have such privilege. oh wells. generations change i guess. actually there's no need to compare. right right? or am i just convicing myself? =x
put that aside, i think i am going shopping today. maybe to orchard wisma. HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHA!!! HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY [=

i love singapore. i love the holidays.

xoxo,
thegirlwhoisbaskingunderthesun

oh noooooooooooo... what have i just done?

woke up at 8 today... just enough time to do last minute revision to calm me down. i know that (again) this is not best yet. but i am truly happy overall with the paper. at least i feel that it's what i deserve. and of course i'm not expecting a HD. not with the kind of studying attitude that i have been giving throughout the semester. next semester, we'll do better. find this familiar? you may have heard both me and my friend zel talk about it for a dozen times. n fact is we have been saying this til we got sick saying it, because we never change. but still. i really REALLY really hope next semester, the two of us will not skip lectures like we did for this semester. study with much more discipline. realise even more that each of our lecture costs 100 bucks and tute costs 50 bucks!!! these involved money and all these while, we've just spent them on slacking. so disgraceful!!!

anyways, then after the exam, immediately went back home to sleep. slept til 6.30pm. oikos hasn't started yet. phew~ but i was in the toilet when they started praying. arghhh. i really dunno whether to close my eyes and join the prayer or just go on with business. hahahahhahahaa. okay this is so embarrassing. i shouldn't be writing this down here in public. huahahaha. ehem. ok. back to serious matter....

took the tram back with mel and henrik. i went to tahnee's place after that and we booked the Kbox room for wednesday!!! yeahhhh~ can't wait for the KTV session that we've been planning for soooooooo long. [=

alright gonna study at least 2 lectures of bio tonight. will probably sleep at 2am tonight =.=

xoxo,
thegirlwhofeelstired

being old

forgot to mention that i really feel OLD now. i already have a bestie that's turned 21!!! oh myyyyy~

so old....................................

happy 21st bday valerie hartanto!!! ^^

Hip Hip Hooray~ (=

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY VALERIE HARTANTO!!!" <3

went to crash grattan house just now. not many people came because of examsssssssss. oh well. at least sal, me and william came. hihiiihiii

woke up at 10 plus today. late AGAIN! i seriously can't afford anymore sleeping too much. for the sake of exams. tomorrow i shall target myself to wake up at 8.

then waited for my wet hair to dry (i really am missing my old hairdryer) and then went out to melcen to buy the egg, flour, whipped cream and cake. it was the cake that zel bought for me on my bday. it is big so i tot since many people were coming why not. then bought sushi for my brunch. these few days i havent been eating properly. i survived on junks. but today dinner i ate rice bar with zel. we studied at frank tate after i put down all the stuffs at home. from around 2pm til 10pm. but of course i had break in between to eat. i would have fainted otherwise. hehe. and i am so proud that i almost finished my target for today. n that is to finish reading the lectures for bio. and so proud to say that i read almost finish. hehehe. left one only. lol

on webcam with my sis lyn now. then she suddenly appear offline. booo. but really good to see them all again. woots. they look so healthy. yeayyyyy~

alright i am going back to reading my lecture note. wish me all the best peeps! (=

xoxo,
thegirlwhodreadsherbioexam

disgusting bartender.

did not go out of the house today, except dinner time. studied a lot til i got a headache. i took lots of breaks in between so i think my studying and resting is half half as effective. how do people study 100% effectively? i think i need discipline.

went out to don-to-djo for dinner with tina. it was nice until the bartender spoke with us. he took most of the conversation. n i've never seen a more KPO guy than him. he asked from where we are studying to whether we are engaged or not. eeeewwww. n he said he's 89kilos. when i told him that maybe it's due to his large bones. he mistaken it as large balls. i'm like wth disgusting freak.

so when he turned on his latin music, we immediately walked away. he told us to come back friday. yeah right. in your dreams!

that's all for today. kinda dull day. because i stayed home most of the time tts why.

xoxo,
thegirlwhoisfeelingdulluntiltinacomesalong [=

happy happy sunday!

started my super awesome sunday with church. did games for the kids. but angela and jean were reluctant to follow me and so they played hide and seek on their own. it was only until they were bored that they decided to follow my game. we played the red light/ green light game. i hope they liked it. well, at least they smiled. [=

then afterwards, we went to Crown bakery to get bday cake for our fren pandu. tml is his bday but we celebrated it today because we have exams and his hse is like at Glen Waverly. sooooo far from the city. we ate at Han Guk Guan and surprised him after the food's finished. he was like blushing i tell you. huehehehe. and he got his favourite strawberry cheesecake. everyone had at least one strawberry each, which was very impressive for sixteen people altogether. love the cake! and we took pictures! i love it so!

walked back home with sal and val. it's been a long time since we last hanged out together. miss them so much!!! <3

going to the library tonight to study. maybe with val at her archi library. hehe. gonna crash the archi bldg that is exclusive only to archi students actually. v^^

xoxo,
thegirlwhofeelshappydeepdeepinside

what a full full night!

tonight was so fun!!!

i met up with francis, yeechin, ilona, nysia and herman to eat. it took us a while to settle down. arrived at the restaurant Nocturno at around 10pm. we were so hungry that we finished all the pizzas, pastas and calamari and still could go Brunnetti's to eat cakes and drink hot chocolate! felt reallly happy today! hope we can do this more often! yayyy~

anyways, HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY ERIC!!! <3
i bet he had lots of fun today with my family.
[=

my dad called me today while i was having lunch with tahnee and sasha. he said he's organizing for us as a family to go on vacation! i am super super excited when he told me that. probably it will be immediately on the day i arrived in singapore until the 29th june. and eric will still be there by that time. so we will be complete as a whole for the trip! awesome!!! now i really have all the motivation to sail through the exams! alright!!! hope we can go korea, taiwan or beijing. or even surabaya, bandung, medan. places like that would be perfect too. [=

my mum failed her driving theory test for the third time today in singapore. she's like super disappointed. she thought she could get a pass this time because she's been doing questions after questions and she had confidence. but. she was wrong.

so my mum is taking her fourth one on the 1st of july. i will be going to the exam place with her to collect her result. and on the that day itself, she's going indo to attend my cousin's wedding. (who i am not close to)

my sister lyn is having her fever after erica recovered from hers. get well soon sis! [= i'll be praying for you here!!!

last but not least, i miss my family tremendously!!! sob sob.

xoxo,
thegirlwhomissesdadandmumalot



ps. and sthg horrible happened last night. only myself to blame. but at the same time i believed my friend is having a bad day herself and put it all on me. hmpf! )=

no more r&s forever in my life- YAY!

woots! so as from today onwards, i am free of organic, physical and inorganic chemistry that had kept me all night yesterday. only got to sleep 2 hrs. 2 pathetic hours. can't even feel the effect.

but i really glad i stayed up all night. if not, i wouldn't be able to do the questions in the exam today. luckily i did the tute questions again. phew.

i shall sleep now. give me stressed eyes a break. you know actually my eyes have been straining for the past week that it's full of blood vessels now. kinda disgusting to look at. i tried using eye drops but it's not effective. is it permanent damage? oh gosh. i should go check at the optician in wisma when i go back to singapore. eyes are so precious. without it, it's like bye2 life = happiness. okay maybe i'm exaggerating but that's what i can think of without eyesight.

yes can finally go back singapore and buy new pair of contact lens. i think i am buying blue! agree? [=

so yesterday, tahnee cooked dinner for me. not bad. just plain egg and tomatoes. i am amazed that she could actually cook it well, i mean, tasty. impressed! i am so glad tahnee cooked for me because yesterday i didn't have a single hour to rest. none. it was such a bad day. i was wide awake when everyone was asleep. actually it's quite nice though to stay up that late. whereby it's so peaceful and hey, birds don't sleep at night! i heard chirpings of birds couple of times late like 4am. wow. were they the early birds or the late birds??? okay dunno what i am gibbering about now. yeah. but i think if i continue to sleep this little, my eyebag will get worse and worst. sigh.

i wanna take a break. then study again tonight.

all the best for those having their exams! [=

xoxo,
thegirlwholovesafter-exams



oh wait, after the exam zel and i went to ecpot QV to eat. then safeway buy chicken. was supposed to meet up with kodiman but she'd already eaten. wala cancelled. so it's only us. always us.

regrets.

turns out ECONS is super hardddddd T.T doubt that i can get a HD.

so full of regrets now... why didn't i do constant revision? why didn't i do tute work? why didn't i prepare earlier for the exam? i wouldn't be surprised if i just get a pass for this one. GRRRRRR.

NEXT SEM, i must make sure i do constant revision.
seriously sick of this crap every single semester.
hate myself for being so irresponsible for my work.
being this way, it's such a waste of money for my education that i have taken for granted...





okay i sound so depressed now. got to shake off all these regrets aside and focus on r&s- my 2nd paper! it will be a miracle if i can pass this one. but i am hoping it happens. pleaseeeee.

wish me all the best peeps. [=

xoxo,
thegirlwhoisstillinshockofthefirstexam

soon soon soon!!!

this ECONS exam is killing me!!!



but i bet R&S test is even more difficult than this commerce subject...



chatted just now to my brother and he was meeting my cousin tin n is treating her for his bday early celebration. sooo jealous of them both. then afterwards they're going for a movie. while i am down here struggling with all these... really can't wait for the holidays to come. i've asked my sister lyn to help me plan what we're going to do everyday. well, she said she did. so let's see. [=

for the past few nights, tahnee has been sleeping over at my place. it was a bit squeezy but it sure is good to have company in the house! we had our meals together. just now, we had organic yoghurt with cut grapes, cherry, golden kiwi, roti and tuna + mayonnaise for dinner. it was so freaking healthy!!! but it kept us through the night.

was supposed to go frank tate to go study today. but zel warned me abt the swine flu that's going on (and i heard it spread to melbourne uni already) so i decided not to. n i was feeling lazy anyways. huahahahhahaaa

went safeway with tahnee and val and i get to catch up with val for a bit. niceee. been pretty long since we had our little get-together!!! now all of us are in stress mode on for the exam. hate this period like no other.



my first paper is the day following tomorrow. econs. it's like so freaking fast. but the sooner the exams come, the sooner i get my holidays right? omg. my mind is always filled with holidays and all the possible stuffs that i can do with my beloved friends and especially family. so many people to catch up with! excited. xiaohui, jeff and i may go for some karaoke session in singapore. fun time ahead!!!

alright gtg back to my econs tute that's really lagging behind...

xoxo,
thegirlwhocantstopthinkingabouttheholidaytocome

picturessss!!!

here's some overdue pictures taken only last week. enjoy!

tahnee look really cute in that hat... how come i dont??? not fair! )=

bored and sick of studying so...

hehe. so narcist la me~ ckckck.













yesterday's brunch at vic market! [=

the rissotto was a bit too salty. bleah~

pictures from dan plc last night...

zel said she prefers washing the dishes rather than studying, so she got her wish come true!

>.<
*evil laugh*

she must be sooooo enjoying what she's doing, while me and dan ate our pizzas! hehe.

xoxo,
thegirlwhoisboredofstudying!!!nmissherfamilyloads!!!

r&s, my terrific nightmare.

omgoshhh... zel and i went to dan's place- a friend from biomed if you're wondering who he is. we came at around 6pm when it's supposed to be arnd 4!!! so basically we wasted 2 hrs of our precious time chit-chating downstairs arrow. then finally that guy called to say he was done and we could come. we ordered pizzas for dinner and basically stayed there until 1am. so so tiring. plus the subject is super difficult. dan had to ask his chem engineering fren to come and teach us how to do a question. my gosh! make us feel so stupid when he only took 15 minutes to do it while we took about 2 hours? so what right?!?

didn't go oikos today. felt rather guilty. but no choice. i need to study...

but of course, i wouldn't say we wasted our time there. at least i am much more confident in my physical chem. even though if it's a teeny weeny improvement. thanks to zel, dan and his fren for all their help and support even though they bullied me-> call me slow la, lock me outside balcony la when i am acnswering the phone. so bad, right? =.=

anyways, we had fun as well. but it didn't make me LIKE r&s. because it's seriously hardddddddd!!!

alright going to sleep now. need my at least 6 hours of beauty sleep. heheeee

xoxo,
thegirlwhohopesforthebesttohappeninherr&sexam [=

I'M SO SO HAPPY, CAN'T YOU TELL?!?!

OMG...
today is such a happy HAPPY happy day!!!~

i have 3 great n happy news [=

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firstly, my ticket to singapore for the 25th midnight has been confirmed!!! (YES!)
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secondly, my pink bible is finally with me now after so many days it's not been collected from the Post Express. (woots so exciting! all my highlighted verses are thereeee!!!) [=
i feeeeeeelt superrrrrr thrilled that i took photos with it immediately~ hehe

just realized my coat colour and the bible matches perfectly! XD

i dun wanna lose youuuu...

how come it look so old yet beautiful?

my BIBLE and me ^^

n along with the bible,,,guess what else came?
a birthday card from my family back home ^^

really touching~
thanks God for such a wonderful and caring family! [=

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thirdly, i got fantastic results for my econs assignment 2!
i haven't got my assignment yet... but i asked the tutorial coordinator and this is what she replied me... the below is the original message:

Dear Rosemary
I do have your assignment, 13.5/15. You can pick it up from me any time.
I am in room 606, Eco and Com Bldg.
Regards

Nahid Khan
Department of Economics
The University of Melbourne


Victoria 3010

i am super thrilled now!!! what a happy happy happy day!!!






n ytd, tahnee slept over my place. we bought food from lygon seasalt fish&chips! we had such a relaxing and enjoyable time~ had movie night at my place! we pulled the extra mattress to the front of the tv, then got some blanket and pillows, plus cookies (hehe) and watched Bedtime Stories. ytd we didnt study at all. only today then we decided to work hardcore, double or even triple hard. [=




yeayyyyy~ now i can smile anytime i want to. huahahhahahahahhahahahaa [=




TODAY IS A WONDERFUL DAY, don't you all agree!!! [=

xoxo,
thegirlwholovestoday

so so stressed

"A picture is worth a thousand words." RIGHT???

























I am so in stress right now. N i dunno what i'm doing now...

xoxo,
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what a torture it has been.

i can finally let out a sigh of relief...

PHEW~

at last, i managed to listen to all 18 50-minutes recordings of physical and inorganic chemistry!!! hallelujah~ all in 3-4 days. so happy. now i can finally start memorising them or start attempting those tutorial questions that gives me stars/birds/questionmarks??? in my head... oh mans. hate studying...

yesterday went out to have lunch with brother after his test. we ate at the jap place. i was so hungry that i think i ate within 5 minutes! hehe

then went back home alone and continued the recordings. i totally regret not coming for class/not doing constant revision. wonder what had i done for the past 3 mths or so... ckckck...

going out later to accompany brother cut his hair at kairos. he is such a baby sometimes. still need me to choose for him his hairstyle, bla bla bla. oh wells. this is why mum ask me to stay with him i guess.

then for dinner i will be meeting anzela, wala and kod! kod just flew here to melb few days ago and she's been wanting to have lunch with us since then. hehe but too bad we can't hang out for long because it's pre-exam period. but i guess we can hang out after all our exams cause she'll still be here until then. no worries~

so many people's bday is coming up this month...
eric- 13th june valerie- 18th june tahnee- 21st june

wow...lots of presents and celebrations to look forward to!!! (except eric's because he'll be back in padang then boooo)

okay brother is back... and he's telling me all about his accounting test. looks like he's going to pass it with flying colours~ well done! [=

xoxo,
thegirlwhofeelsSTRESS&ANXIETYwithin

days to exam:
8 days!!!
sh*t!!!