oh mans. i am such a greedy girl. today i felt really bad that i shopped a lot. excessively. my mum said that she couldn't buy anything today because both my brother and i spent so much today. how sad. okay. tmr onwards i shan't buy anything. i want to promise myself this. who am i to spend all the money away? it's not mine to use. mary! wake up! you are not a princess, but a girl who still has not know how to value money yet. so ashamed of myself for always buying stuffs that i want, not need. sorry mummy and daddy.
shouted at dad today over the phone. why? cause he was so naggy. and i was also not in the best of moods at that time, plus he kept on pushing the buttons (about clearing the stuffs from his IBM), that i just raised my voice. thinking about it now, it's really nothing. he's older anyhow. that's how parents are. naggy. i should just tolerate it. well, apparently i got lots to learn still. first, to control my mood accordingly to circumstance. act in the best of other people's interest instead of my own. well well.
today i collected my new passport from indo embassy. ate nasi campur that i love. then realised that we were supposed to come in the evening, not afternoon, for the collection. so we left to somerset 313 instead and check out the shops there. found lots of interesting products in the Action City store. i just feel like buying the whole shop right there and then. what a cool shop! great place for buying souvenirs there. bought my third nail polish from FaceShop- shiny blue. within 4 days. i know right. i have some serious problem i need to dig into i see now. argh! changing the topic, the nasi padang from FoodRepublic on lvl5 was excellent! the best nasi padang so far in singapore i say. you guys should try it there too sometime if you have the time. worth a try. well then after that, we went to robinsons, supermarket. saw the rabbit from the pet shop. how i wish i have a pet! that would be awesome!
stopped by Kinokuniya store today and happened to pick up one of Andrew Matthews books, Be Happy. i found something interesting about happiness. a question addressed whether it is selfish to be happy. the answer is simple, according to the author. no. being happy is not at all selfish. whereas, being unhappy is selfish. so people, be happy! when we're unhappy, we tend to focus all attention on yourself. but with a light heart, you shall bring happiness to others. well, why i find it interesting is that these past few days, i find that my life is getting quite tiresome. i don't understand really why. hmm. when i felt that way, i tend to shut myself up and i know that it's unhealthy. but after reading it, i begin to think about my behaviour and think of ways to change it. well, i am still learning and finding my way in this world. the more i think, the more i see myself as a little girl still. with no principle and no priorities in life. how can i improve on myself? the least i will do is to pray. that's all i could think of for the time being...
tmr gonna see my guardian, finally. it's been ages since i last see her and the people who i live with in the past in the house. like poul, michael etc. she gave us duck meat, pork meat sometime back and we haven't really thank her properly for that. i bet her daughter anwen has already grown so much bigger.
no pictures for the day.
xoxo,
thegirlwholovesnasipadang!
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