i miss melbourne so much.

ohhh...this holiday is really sucking the life out of me. i can't believe i'm actually bored today. bored of shopping, that is. because that's all i do almost every other day. and spending money that often isn't healthy. it's making me feel guilty. oh God, i must start working this year or else...

i miss my friends in melbourne so much...(not that i want to stay apart from my family, i want to stay with them forever) i miss the uni people, church people and college square so very much. it's been like 2 months and 2 weeks since i left melbourne.

today, i bought shampoo for my very vulnerable and fine hair and also another for scalp treatment. apparently, i got very weak scalp. it reddens very easily with pressure/stress. oh gosh. i really admire people with thick and volumised hair. they just look healthy and glam like that.

skipped dinner today, except for few fishballs. then gym-ed. i've been successfully exercising every alternate days now. for the sake of cny of course. i don't want to look hideous in the family picture. what i did is 10 minutes of warm-up, pull weights and jogged for at least 15 mins. although it's not that extreme, at least i make sure i perspired some of the sweat. maybe friday i will take a deep in the pool just to get myself a healthy tan for the big awaited event! i kinda feel like i've changed this holiday than before. in a way, i've put more attention to my personal grooming and appearance. hmm. maybe it's because i'm at my young adult stage now. lol. well, in a way, it's great to know i've made this positive change for myself.

last but not least, my youngest sister erica is such a PITA sometimes. she has started to argue at whatever we asked of her. it's like she's developed this mind of her own. it's not all positive, stms it's the rebellious type. even if it's wrong, she would refuse to accept the mistake and still do it her way. it isn't that fun anymore having a small sister that i can play with. anyway, i bet i ain't as funny anymore to my mum as i did when i was younger.

i've been listening to Fox FM these past nights because i missed melbourne so. lol.

oh and brother eric told me ytd that he bought 55 DVDs from Mangga 2 while in jkt. WOW!!!

xoxo,
thegirlwhoiswatchinguglybetty