ANGINA moments

i've been feeling chest pain last night. but i thought it was normal and something that everyone has felt before. but i was wrong. based on the anatomy lecture notes i was (trying so hard to) memorising, it's called angina. it's a momentary jolt on your chest and it's due to narrowings of your coronary arteries in your heart. it may be due to stress, vigorous exercise after eating etc. i was so horrified that i tell myself i have to go for a checkup when i'm back in singapore next 2 weeks! *so fast*

then today read my sister's blog. i was even more horrified to find that my grandma just experienced heart failure yesterday. ohno,ohdear,ohgosh! what is happening?!?!?!?! instantly called dad. he described the case as fluid accumulating in my grandma's lungs. so she couldn't breath properly and suffered discomfort. *gasp* so terrible aye? i hope she's fine now that she's back home. wanted to call her but dad and mum haven't replied my sms yet. i can only pray now for her recovery.

i did not go to church today. i was feeling sick+lazy+horrible. i haven't been enjoying anything lately. everything just comes and go. it's like i am not myself. life is so B.O.R.I.N.G now. study study study is B.O.R.I.N.G!!! and i stop playing restaurant city on fb too. because it's B.O.R.I.N.G *bleah*

i wonder what my family is doing right now. probably at church. but it's just not the same knowing than to be there with them, experiencing same thing same life. hiks. miss them loads~

xoxo,
thegirlwhowishesgrandmawellwellwell!