Sunday, 1 November 2009

feeling so sick... *urgh*

i dun have much time to blog anymore. due to exams. duh. but for the sake of some lovely people out there who want to know what's going on in my life, i shall take some time to update.

unfortunately, i had been feeling ill since last thursday. it's kinda weird illness. at first, i felt dizzy on wednesday. then on thursday, i started to develop this strong painful headache. it's not the normal ache that you will feel on those days when you are stress, but this felt like those headaches you feel while travelling on the plane if you had a cold/when you wake up the next day with wet hair from last night. it's really painful i tell you. the pain is at the right side of my head. sometimes i just had to stop whatever i am doing and try to relax to ease the pain. but most of the time, the pain comes back and i just feel like sleeping the whole day to avoid feeling it.

but how can i sleep the whole day? i got exams in a week's time mind you.

one friend told me that it may be due to my contact lenses, having been wearing them for too long. another friend told me that i didn't drink enough water. ??? well they all could have been correct.

tot of going to the doctor on saturday. i am in real need of some painkillers!!! but the clinic and hospital was closed by the time i woke up. i tried calling various clinic and hospital for their opening hours since i couldn't find them in the internet. some of the staffs were bloody rude. can't stand them. one even asked me why do i go to the hospital for a headache. what the??? i told her that it's painful and it is making me sick. she said i would have to probably wait for 4 more hours i dun understand why. bloody &*^$#)(*#^$*#^$)#@$! sorry i am cursing so much. but i got reasons for it. in singapore i can go to the hospital for anything ok! she's so whatever. and pissing me off! it really made me realise how much x999 better the customer service is in singapore. stupid staff, they just want to end work early. i knew it.

been feeling rather fragile as a result. stress level is peaking up as i still have lots to catch up on for exam. plus church is having christmas celebration soon (next sunday) and i am involved in the drama cast. oh no. what should i do? i am not well yet to accomplish all that i have to do. thanks to mummy i am coping well with my illness. love her so so so much! ♥ miss her too! can't wait to go back singapore to hug her!!! (=

xoxo,
thegirlwhoisataveryfragilestate

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