prayer for all of you.

yesterday was one of the saddest nights of all.

i was feeling so sad to know that brother and sister are getting from bad to worse back home. especially my brother. i almost cried thinking about what he was about to do that night. and i wish that i can be back in s'pore just to be with him~

why are teens behaving so out of control and stupidly these days? don't their values matter anymore to them. or wait. maybe they don't even have any. sigh.

missed lyn so much that i called her yesterday. honestly speaking i don't do this often. (guess i have become a selfish sister who thinks only about herself.) i seriously don't know how and why, but i dialled lyn's number anyways. when the dialtone beeps, i almost thought that lyn is not going to pick up her phone and i won't be talking to her that night. BUT right there and then, there's a click from the other end.

silence at first and then an abrupt Hello [=

phew. so i did get to talk and catch up with her that night. we spoke for about almost an hour. from when she was waiting for the bus to come, to back home sweet home! i had to hung up because she was going in the lift. so i called home because suddenly i miss erica my cutestsisontheplanet. mum picked up the phone and i asked how's things at home. after the shocking news, i told her i wanted to speak to erica. i felt so joyful when i heard erica's cheerful voice booming from my handphone! she's become so much chattier than before! [=

i also spoke with my eldest uncle from mum's side. he cooked banana fritter back home. btw, he is visiting in s'pore and i think my mum did a good job bringing him around town!!! he tried to tell me what are the ingredients but i kinda forgot. because i was too happy listening to the sounds in that house. hahaha.

then later i called dad and we talked about my sister and brother. it was really a very sad thing for all of us.

after which, i didn't have the mood and mind to study no more. so i took a bath and prepared for bed. BUT before that, i prayed for almost 15 minutes for ALL OF YOU who i care about a lot!!! don't worry when you have problems. cause as long as you depend on God, He will provide you with the solutions in no time at all! [=

also, i prayed that i didn't want to be late for class this morning and guess what? i woke up so early that i came in class one hour earlier. so i had to go to chem library to revise my work before class started. (which was good because then i can understand the tutor's explanation better)

however, since the topic changed, the tutor changed too. she was OMG. me and zel were like giggling at her secretly while she's teaching. have you ever heard a teacher asking the students this?
"Can anyone help me solve this question?"
and it's not like she knew the answer. it's pretty clear that she doesn't and she also mentioned that the answers that she wrote on the board were copied from a friend of her. ckckck. talk about teaching the students plagiarism! sigh.

anyway, after econs lecture, zel and i ate at KFC. we shared this set meal and it was indeed finger-licking good! [=

then we went to chem library and studied there for almost 4 hours. wow i know!

had econs replacement tute after that and we had to do this short debate. each and everyone of us had a part in saying something about traffic congestion. i think my group did not too bad given the condition that we did not prepare anything yet before we came, unlike our opposition team. so unfair right? so i totally ignored the fact that we lost the debate. oh wells.

went safeway at lygon with brother just now. we bought birthday card for someone special and a gift too first at Borders actually. then after the grocery shopping, i ate Laksa Lemak at the foodcourt. the name so disgusting. makes me feel F.A.T. la!!!

gonna have Easter celebration tomorrow in church. idk whether i will be goin or not because i have so many things to study. but i guess put God first in everything i do. so of course i'm going! [=

so tired. feel like sleeping. sigh. maybe i should pray first then hopefully i will gain strength to study later on. probably have to mug til 2 am today. arghhhhhhhhhhh~

p.s. my easter break begins tomorrow til next sunday. and i am having a feeling that it's not going to be a holiday for me especially with the r&s test and bio test coming in. sobx.